Wednesday, May 17, 2017

I'm Home Again

Wow! A lot has changed since I've blogged!  First of all, I am now a stay at home Mom again.  I'm loving every second and looking forward to summer when the kids and I can get out and have some fun.  This was a tough decision for me to make because I actually loved my job and the people that I worked with and for.  I know that I made the right decision though!  For our family things were just a little chaotic.  We are a large family and involved in a lot of things!  This year was Luci's first year of school and I was finding it hard to get away and attend her school activities.  Those are things that I just wasn't going to continue missing.  She's only little once and I can sacrifice material things for this time with her.  Joey's job also requires travel and a lot of time away so me being home allows things to be a little less chaotic.  His support is also allowing me to pursue my dreams and I can't thank him enough.

Being home has allowed me to eat lunch with Luci every Friday, attend every party, school event, and every field trip!  I wouldn't trade these moments for anything.  It also allows me to get workouts done during the day so they have my attention in the evenings.  I usually go to the gym 2-3 days a week for classes and cross training and I run 6 days a week with Friday being my rest day. 

It's been such an exciting year!  Since November...I've ran the New York City marathon, the Chevron Houston Marathon, the Glass Slipper Challenge at Disney World, and several local races.  Now that I have time off, I plan to get some race recaps up soon.  I started working with run coach in January and have since gotten a personal best in my half marathon, 15k, and 5k.  I'm currently training for the Chicago Marathon where my goal is to break 4 hours. 

Lunch is calling my name, but stay tuned for blog posts in the days to come!  Also, a few pictures below of what life is like.  Total Bliss!  So Blessed!











Thursday, March 9, 2017

Rock n Blogger 2017

2017 just got a bit crazier and a bit busier!  I'm excited to say I'll be joining the Rock n Blogger team as an ambassador for the Rock N Roll series of races.  I'm running the Dallas Rock n Roll half marathon on March 19th, but I'm also adding New Orleans, San Antonio, Las Vegas, Nashville, and maybe a few more!  The Rock n Roll series is one of my favorites!  I'm always excited when the Dallas race rolls around.  It's always an awesome experience! I hope to see many of you there and if you haven't registered for Dallas, registration is closing Sunday!  You can still get in and use the code below to save you $15!  I hope to see you there!



Wednesday, December 14, 2016

Hold On


 It's that day again.  The day I hate to see coming.  To be honest, I loathe this whole entire time of year.  Sorry folks, but it's just hard to be positive.  I don't really know how to even act on this day.  It's not a day for celebration.  I know it was for Colt, but not for me. 

This time of year I tend to just go through the motions.  I try to make Christmas great for my kids.  I put on the smile.  I decorate the tree. I buy the presents, but I just don't feel it.  What I've realized is that Christmas is just not my holiday! For those of you who can't quite understand..I offer this: It’s not the Christmas story — the gift of everlasting life and love and light — offered to the world in the form of a baby in a manger. I  love Jesus. A lot.  It's just the shopping, baking, decorating and all that.  The Christmas movies, the cards about spreading joy and cheer it just feels like false advertisement.  Every thing is just a painful reminder that things are not as they should be.  Then there's the Christmas music and all the sad stories on the radio.  I'm just being honest here.... I can be driving down the road and those songs or stories come on and I just want to punch out the window. Seriously. 

With that said.. I am trying.  Trying to find the joy of Christmas.  I'm trying to feel the same excitement the kids do when their eyes light up at the sight of the beautifully decorated yards and houses, or the excitement when they get to see their family and cousins.  Where do I find it?  How do I hold onto Christmas? How can I get back Christmas? How can I live Christmas again?  Reminding myself today and every day that there will come a day that His Light will shine before all men, and all will bow, and all will be made right.

I truly hope you all have a Merry Christmas




Friday, October 14, 2016

Do Things Different...A 15th Birthday!

How do you celebrate a 15th birthday when in your mind he's forever 3?  This year we're doing things different.  For the first time since he passed away we will not be having a balloon release for Colt's birthday.  Will we have one next year?  I don't know, maybe.  This year his birthday falls on a Saturday so we get to spend the whole entire day as a family.  I personally wanted to head to Disney World but taking off of school and work just wasn't going to work this year.  So, Joey and I decided to surprise the kids with season passes to Six Flags Over Texas and Hurricane Harbor!  Saturday we'll be headed there for the day!  It's Fright Fest season so that should be interesting!  Some of our tribe, who also love Colt, will be meeting us there to celebrate for the day!

One of the reasons we decided to do something different is because there are just some years we don't feel up to it.  There are times we just want to do our own thing, but feel obligated to entertain others.  This year we're doing our thing.  We want this day to be full of laughs and memories, and this year we're throwing in a little fright and maybe some zombies and clowns!  Who knows!

This year our lives also seem a little different.  Our relationships are different, our tribe is different, our outlook is different, and we are just different. And my priority are the little faces under our roof and their happiness!  If laughter and fun is celebrating Colt's birthday with some zombies, then that's what we'll do! 

Wednesday, July 13, 2016

I miss running!

What a kick off to summer we have had!  June 2nd, which was our last day of school, I went in for an abdominal surgery.  I had an umbilical hernia repair along with a diastasis recti repair.  Diastasis recti is the abdominal muscle separation that happens during pregnancy.  For most, the muscles will go back together or there will be a small gap.  I, on the other hand, had a very wide gap.  So large in some areas you could probably fit a fist into the gap.  This also caused an umbilical hernia.  I contemplated having it repaired, but the future complications it would cause not repairing it were way worse than the recovery from it. 

The recovery though, has been rough.  I think for the first week I was in a coma. I couldn't do anything without help.  I was like an overturned turtle.  I had to have help getting up, help laying down, help on and off the toilet, help getting dressed, help showering, and it was miserable!  I had two drain tubes coming out of my upper thighs that I had to drain twice a day.  My daughter Jolea was my saving grace.  She never left my side!  She made me breakfast, lunch, and helped me up and down.  She even put her swimsuit on and got in the shower with me!  Bre helped run me back and forth to the Dr. and Luke, well, he helped entertain Luci or just hit the door running at the crack of dawn to avoid work!  Each week things have gotten better.

I am now almost 6 weeks out.  2 more weeks and I can resume running and exercise.  I have dropped around 4 pounds, not too bad, but I just couldn't eat for the longest time.  I still can't eat a lot at one sitting.  I've given up Diet Dr. Peppers.  I have had one on occasion, but I can't even drink 1 full bottle.  It causes too much bloat and discomfort.  I had one minor complication and that was a part of my incision has opened up.  They won't re stitch that due to the risk of infection so I'm letting it heal from the inside out.  An annoyance, but it is what it is!  I also can't swim or get in any hot tubs until it heals...

So, I will have missed 7 weeks of running.  I'll be starting back with around 3 months to get ready for the marathon. It may not be the greatest race, but I won't give up!  We are in the works of planning a little summer vacation, and also planned our next Disney vacation for 2017!  More details on that later ;)  Things are going great!  Life is great!  So Grateful for every second of every day that I get to spend with the people I love!  Life is so very precious!

Friday, May 6, 2016

I love sharing the spark! Momentum Jewelry!

Super excited to be chosen as a momentum jewelry ambassador!  I love being able to wear motivation while I'm running or doing an intense workout!  I actually wear my motivation all the time!  As a Mom to 4 at home, I need all the motivation and inspiration I can get!  My favorite pieces so far are the motivate wraps!  I love how comfortable they are, and arm candy is just my favorite!  You can also get footnotes, leather and suede wraps, headbands, earrings, and their newest addition is the SPARKlet!  With Mother's Day this weekend it's a perfect time to treat yourself, your mother, or any Mother's in your life with a little inspiration and motivation!  Click here to share some spark with your favorite people!

Thursday, May 5, 2016

The Runaway

A message was sent to me from a friend.  Yes I said friend.. I actually have some.  She knows my struggles, she knows my struggle with friendship and trust.  She knows my perception on friendship.  She knows that when things get tough, Christi tends to walk....and that means out of the door! Out of your life even.  She knows my view on "me, myself, and I." and how my thinking goes in regards to my team.  My team of me, and me only.  She knows I'm a runner, and not just on roads.  You know the movie runaway bride... I often refer to myself as the runaway.  That's me!  The runaway!  It's just what I do.  I know why. I've been told why.  I've been told it's not right, but I can't shake it for some reason. I am an out of sight, out of mind girl.  When my heart gets stepped on, or I think it gets stepped on, I exit, and often times....I never look back.  She and I have had long talks about this, and well, she's just been great.  This is a piece of what she sent me today.....
                     
          "A Manifesto for You, Friend
I will be a safe place. I won’t share your confidences.
I will talk about you behind your back, and I will use words that build you up and show you off.
I will defend your reputation rather than contribute to its demise.
I will show humility through encouragement, and do my best to let my actions reflect the way Jesus sees you.
I will allow a united spirit of completion rather than a divisive spirit of competition enter our friendship.
I will pray for you when you ask me to.
I will be accountable and trustworthy ~ my yes is a yes.
I will be for you and not against you, even when what I say may sting a bit.
I will be there to share in both hard and good, to divide the sorrow and double the joy.
I will give your kids extra grace when they are ornery in front of me. And when they are having a moment, the only thought I’ll entertain is it must be your turn for the hard day.
I will forgive you when you make a mistake. While I can’t control how you behave towards me, I can control how I behave towards you. And I’ll do my level best to err on the side of grace and love. Because heaven knows I need to receive it as much as I need to give it."

With that said...the running community is where I've found the most amazing friendships.  We come from all walks of life, with all different backgrounds.  I've learned that distance doesn't matter.  Some of my greatest friends live hours away.  They are happy for my happiness, and sad for my sadness.  They can tell when I'm down and are quick to shoot me a message to make me laugh.. as I do them!   Slowly but surely I'm learning to breathe again.  Sometimes I make big mistakes, but  people are still there.  I can't figure out why they don't run lol. It's those friends that grab you by the reigns and pull you back.  Those are the ones that are teaching me how to be a friend again.  They are quite special because I'm difficult.  I know I'm difficult.  I lace those shoes up these days, and run.  I run off the thoughts, the pain, the frustrations, and it's great to have people right beside you, some with the same issues, to help you breathe.  

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